Tears

There are plenty of moments in life when i'd like to cry.
I'd like to cry when friendship sailed away.
I'd like to cry when what i said don't count to a person i cared about.
I'd like to cry when i'm feeling helpless over the directions of things in my life.
I'd like to cry when i look back and thought about why i cared
I'd like to cry because insanely, i still do.
I'd like to cry when i let it all happen to me, and i took it in.
I'd like to cry when i do let the tears come by.

I'd like to cry when i can't cry.

But i can't control the moments when i do cry.
And when i do cry, the tears just can't stop gushing.

Tears are just useless blobs of liquid that does nothing.
But god help me, i'd like to cry.