I feel despondent.
i feel dejected,doleful.
I feel like sometimes, i'm fighting a losing battle, an endless altercation.
Feel like maybe, it's not a fight at all.
Cause i'm at the losing corner.
cause i don't know what i'm up against, or what i'm fighting for.
Am i really such a person, so careless, so mindless and so.... blithe in everything i do?
Cause right now i've given up on trying to validate anything.
cause right now the it hurts to much to try.
And i've lost all my vigor.
Right now a big part of my dignity is ripped into pieces.
It'll take awhile to patch it up again.
But no worries, cause eventually, everything will be alright.
Soon.